2007-08-16
In Retrospect,....
Today has been one of the busiest, craziest days that I have had in a loooooonnnnng time. Work was so hectic, I feel like I've been running around like a headless chicken!It didn't really help that the phone was ringing off the hook...(although I am happy that some of you out there still care! :)) Mom and I have been scouring the airlines looking for the least expensive flight to Wyoming that we can find so that she can see my son for the holiday. I'm not too keen on flying there with him...but I would definitely rather take a 3 hour flight than to drive 14 hours with him in the car.
I guess simplicity wins in the end. Lol.
I think that over the past few years I've became an emotionally guarded person. I know what I feel and I still feel those emotions, but I have a harder time showing them than I used to. Guess I just need to find that part of me, that part of my soul, that releases all of those emotions. Maybe I need to try writing again, continue my poetry site. Things have been so crazy.
I spent a few minutes on myspace and facebook the other day, just looking for people that I went to school with, to see how their lives have turned out. I was hit with a shocking realization that I graduated three years ago, and I haven't done any of the things that I promised myself I would do. Or at least, very few of those things.
I know that my Nana would have kept on me, kept me motivated and on that course...and it's times like these when I miss her the most.
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